Dead-Godess

Closing account. I have been miserable for so long, and this playground haunts me. Moving completely to GorgeousSin (https://www.deviantart.com/gorgeoussin) Find me there, buried under the ruins of broken dreams and memories that never were. Storms covering my eyes. Follow me into the dark, if you wish, and never expect anything more Than what's left. And my whispers of apologies and thankfulness. Le plus clair de mon temps, je le passe à l'obscurcir. ~Boris Vian I don't know if the journal will stay once they close the account, so I'll just let it rot there. Don't expect replies to notes or comments here. I'm just a click away, anyway. I'm sorry if this hurts

Hello. I went to the clinic today. They made me wait 5 hours. After 3 I asked if it was normal I didn't pass yet. It's first in, first served, and lady that arrived after me passed before me. Lady says it's okay, just wait. After 5 hours, Doctor takes a break, and I go see lady again. She agrees it's not normal I haven't been called yet. She can't find my file in the piles given to the Doc. I tell her to check if my file is still in the archives in the back. It was. :| Says t'was a mistake. Says she'll put me first on next pile of Doc. So, Doc finally calls me. Then it all goes so. fucking. fast. Got myself some pills for pain. G

Life's still a mess. I have a problem with my left foot and leg. Going to see doctor next wednesday. I might have mononucleosis, I'm most positive. Going to see doctor next wednesday. I don,t know if I wish to be in architecture anymore, that's a huge problem. What to do with this account? If there wasn't so many watchers that.. didn't actually watch, I'd probably try again. Maybe I should use GorgeousSin instead, completely? On up side, I's writing again. In french. Right now working on something about and for RedWombat (https://www.deviantart.com/redwombat) Working on it for a few days now, slow but sure going. I hope it'll be good. I don't understand math or physi